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The right tote bag makes me feel great (and less like an anxious stranger in my own skin). This sentiment is shared by Tasfia Tasneem Rafa, an Ottawa resident and devoted tote bag enthusiast, who has penned a heartfelt tribute to her collection. Her essay explores the deep connection she feels with her cherished accessories, and how they provide comfort, style, and a sense of identity during her daily adventures.
My Beloved Tote Bag
Swinging freely beneath my arm is a curious thing with two straps; it’s made of organic cotton and is hand-embroidered with little bluebells. Nestled inside is a fresh copy of the latest paperback I am reading and in a little corner to its left are the knots of my dated but functional earphones, my house keys hanging from a plump crocheted avocado ring (a flea-market find) and, last but not least, my gel sunscreen. The dotted freckles on my cheeks testify to the fact that the latter item barely gets used.
More Than Just An Accessory
For many, a tote bag might be considered merely an accessory. But for me, it is much more. I own approximately 60 of them, each one unique, locally-produced, and offering its own source of joy. They are chic enough for daily errands and stylish enough to be paired with my daily outfits. Whether I am on a spontaneous dash to the store or a carefully planned grocery run, my tote bag is always by my side.
A Source of Comfort and Style
Whether it’s a simple cotton carry-all with a quirky quote or a fancier one with bright summer colors, they add an instant oomph to my less carefully curated clothes. The outcome? A visible transformation from a clueless young professional to a slightly less clueless young professional with an elevated taste in totes. Walking with my tote is a charming activity. It gives me a sense of comfort and familiarity when I am out, making the world feel a little less daunting.
Carrying More Than Just Items
Because of their light-weightedness, my totes are less likely to overwhelm my petite structure and more likely to disguise the emotional weight that I carry. With each tote, I am reminded of who I am and what I love. I feel less like a dysregulated, overstimulated and chronically anxious stranger in my own skin and more like someone put together.
The Joy of Collecting Totes
Collecting totes is an art for me. An homage to feeling safe, comfortable, and emotionally secure. My totes don’t question me or my choices. Instead, they allow me to shift my energy to slightly less disturbing thoughts while providing comfort and style. They hang by my side, tightly, while I find the courage to stride on and brave the world.
Conclusion
My love for tote bags is more than just a passion for accessories. It is an affirmation of my identity, my comfort, and my style. Each tote bag I own is a testament to the joy and security they bring into my life, making me feel a little less like a stranger in my own skin and a little more like myself.
